Sunday, July 3, 2011

Maybe

Maybe .. because I cared too much , maybe because I loved him too much , maybe because I longed to take him as a high role .. , maybe because I wanted him to understand me before I talk .. maybe these were the reasons I was hurt that much ..

Maybe because when I started to realize .. I found that he doesn't listen .. maybe because I wanted to enjoy an evening with him .. maybe because I wanted to crack jokes with him .. maybe that's why I keep getting dreams of him and I having what I wanted but never got !!

Maybe because I wanted him to trust me .. maybe because I never thought that the day will come that he would make this unforgivable miss-understanding ..

Maybe because I loved too much and cared too much .. I excpected too much .. and that maybe the reason why I was hurt too much

and maybe that's why I got so angry and annoyed that I didn't care much ..